but i have been aware of the illusions for some time and find when i speak up – others feel threatened – it is hard to carry on a conversation sometimes w/o others feeling threatened or that changes are fear based (they are not).

many are in la la land that everything will be ok – or that throwing others under the bus will save them – some get sick at the thought that money has no value – stocks have no value – that the game is about shifting.

i have tried politics but it is the good guy bad guy – it is fake – i have tried religion it is about helpless surrender and joy in the ending.

i am quiet most of the time – but i would love to have discussions w/o people making faces. community building is an absoulte essential as the old ways fall.

loved your article i to have done all the things you have mentioned – but i still haven’t found what i’m looking for.

labels sadden me yet are thrown around freely – or maybe it is only the negative i see – maybe the negative is what i most strongly respond to.